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I don’t want to go out and meet new people. I don’t want to. I’m tired of it, and I’m scared. I already got my heart broken one too many times. I’m not ready to hand it out again. I guess what I’m afraid of is that I’ll find someone new and fall in love with them and then get hurt again. I don’t want to go through that. i really don’t. I mean, I do want someone to love and to be by my side, but I’m just afraid of falling in love again. I’m a walking contradiction: I want to fall in love, but at the same time, I don’t want to experience the hurt and pain that is associated with it. (Taken with instagram)

I was once hurt so bad that I reached to the point wherein I concluded that LOVE was never kind to me at all. As I continue living my life, a disturbing thought constantly lurks through my mind. Some sleepless nights I asked, “Is it possible that I can live my entire life without loving anyone at all?” Days became weeks. And weeks became months! And still, I managed to put a smile on my face despite a crying heart from within. A happy mask that I have to wear day by day. A great pretender indeed. But when I met you, that very day that you came when anyone else seems not around, I’ve realized that if there’s one good reason to keep my faith in LOVE, and that reason would be YOU!♥ #MyHappiness

Pros and Cons of the Single Life!

Pros:

FREEDOM!!!! you literally don’t have to care about anyone… All you do is whatever you want. You talk to whomever you want whenever you want. You hook up with who you want. You do whom you want. You just do what you want.

Cons:

At the end of night if you don’t bring someone home your alone. Just you, no one caring or thinking about you just you.

Life takes us in all different directions and i’m happy with where i am now. It’s positive to understand the pros and cons of all situations.

I love being single but I am alone. But as a great singer once said I’m “Perfectly Lonely” =)


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